State of being free

I'm Gabby. 17. My blog consists of: Daily activities. Personal pictures. Personal confessions. Cats. My past & present emotions. Or whatever mood I am in. Enjoy.
Day 147- Yay for purple ends! The color didn’t take as much as I’d like it to so I’m going to add more color tomorrow. Today I was running around shopping for things so I could bake for my graduation party tomorrow. My mom bought me a mini cupcake maker & a chocolate melting pot thing for cake balls. I was cooking for soooo long today, but the cupcakes & cake balls turned out looking just the way I wanted them to look. My aunt’s old boyfriend came into town for my party. The last time I saw him I was under the age of ten. They are still perfect for each other & it makes me jealous. I can’t wait to see who actually comes to my party because I have a fear that everyone will forget & no one will show up, then I will be left alone to eat all of the cake balls & get fat. That’s so depressing.

Day 147- Yay for purple ends! The color didn’t take as much as I’d like it to so I’m going to add more color tomorrow. Today I was running around shopping for things so I could bake for my graduation party tomorrow. My mom bought me a mini cupcake maker & a chocolate melting pot thing for cake balls. I was cooking for soooo long today, but the cupcakes & cake balls turned out looking just the way I wanted them to look. My aunt’s old boyfriend came into town for my party. The last time I saw him I was under the age of ten. They are still perfect for each other & it makes me jealous. I can’t wait to see who actually comes to my party because I have a fear that everyone will forget & no one will show up, then I will be left alone to eat all of the cake balls & get fat. That’s so depressing.

I’ve been making a list of the things they don’t teach you at school. They don’t teach you how to love somebody. They don’t teach you how to be famous. They don’t teach you how to be rich or how to be poor. They don’t teach you how to walk away from someone you don’t love any longer. They don’t teach you how to know what’s going on in someone else’s mind. They don’t teach you what to say to someone who’s dying. They don’t teach you anything worth knowing.

—Neil Gaiman, The Sandman, Vol. 9: The Kindly Ones (via br00k3ad4mz)

Hello purple hair, I have missed you  (Taken with instagram)

Hello purple hair, I have missed you  (Taken with instagram)

She wasn’t bitter. She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time.

—Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower (via narcissistic-maiden)

Day 146- I dressed up in my grandma’s old dress for the senior awards today. At the awards I got an award for being an honor graduate & some other presidential award thing that I’m not exactly sure how I got. I didn’t win the scholarship that I was so sure I was going to win so I was depressed for the rest of the awards. Afterwards my mom took me to Fish City for lunch. Once we got home I took a really long nap on accident. When I woke up I updated my resume & filled out three job applications. Hopefully I get one of the jobs! Now I am reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower and debating on whether or not to do my hair tonight. Tomorrow is going to be full of baking for my grad party Sunday. Should be fun!

Day 146- I dressed up in my grandma’s old dress for the senior awards today. At the awards I got an award for being an honor graduate & some other presidential award thing that I’m not exactly sure how I got. I didn’t win the scholarship that I was so sure I was going to win so I was depressed for the rest of the awards. Afterwards my mom took me to Fish City for lunch. Once we got home I took a really long nap on accident. When I woke up I updated my resume & filled out three job applications. Hopefully I get one of the jobs! Now I am reading The Perks of Being a Wallflower and debating on whether or not to do my hair tonight. Tomorrow is going to be full of baking for my grad party Sunday. Should be fun!